Time

Time
Falling downward,
everlasting agony,
no way to stop.

Losing grasp of reality,
can't stop the madness,
holding everything inside.

Don't want to be alone,
trying to make everything better,
it never seems to work.

Faith is just a waste of time,
grace, an untouchable goal,
only darkness is familiar.

Want to give up,
just to stop time completely,
so rejection can never hurt.

Love would just be a loss,
tears shed today remain tommorow,
sorrow is only comfortable to me.

To end it all would be a joy,
no more lies to swallow,
heartbreak will only be a memory.

When all things are said and done,
I will be gone,
gone forever more.

No more pain and suffering,
cuts across my wrists will soon turn to scars.
Only silence will remain.

Within my last breath,
everything will become a blur,
then death goes on to take another.

After I'm gone,
everything will turn back to normal,
as if I was never here.

Memories of me will fade and pass,
moving on,no one can change it,
I'll just fade away with time.

((created in 08))